Drabble for psycho-of-my-heart
Weeks went by, Marik continued receiving his chemotherapy. The symptoms was getting worse for him so Ryou took upon himself to care for Marik in this fragile time. It is difficult because he has to get up and ignore the back pain from his pregnancy. Of course, going outside by himself is a bit embarrassing because of all the staring he gets from people. But it’s worse when he gets into a bit of an argument from Marik, telling him that he doesn’t have to leave and that Marik could do it.
During this time, Marik’s beautiful golden locks started falling off. It was the worst. Marik couldn’t stand it. He knew that Ryou loved his hair and often use it as comfort. He started hating mirrors because all he sees is a dead person. Ryou tried to reassure him, but nothing worked. He bought him a bandana to hide his balding head, but it made Marik feel worse. It breaks Ryou’s heart to see Marik be this depressed about his current condition. Ryou doesn’t like to see his stronghold start crumbling down. So he tries his very best to help bring Marik’s spirits up. He would let Marik listen, talk, and rub his belly so the baby can be familiar to one of its daddies. That somehow makes Marik smile. Maybe it’s the soft kicks it makes when it feels its daddy. Almost anything involving the baby bring Marik’s mood back to his usual self.
"Little one?" Marik asked Ryou as he listens to Ryou’s belly.
“Yes, love.” Ryou responded.
“I was thinking. Do you think the baby will remember me when it comes out?” Marik asked.
Ryou smiled softly and stroked Marik’s bandana. “I don’t think. I know it will.”
“But you say that all the time. What if it cries while I hold it?”
“Well, it might cry, but that’s natural. I mean, I know the baby will cry in my arms, but it will calm down because it knows I’m one of the ones to give it life.”
“But what if the baby is…like us?” Marik’s voice lowered.
“And is that wrong?” Ryou asked, tilting his head sideways.
“Well…I don’t want our child to have to go through what we went through.” Marik’s eyes lowered as he lifted his head off Ryou’s belly.
Ryou reached to lift Marik’s chin to make Marik look at Ryou in the eyes. “Listen to me. The baby will not go through what we went through. The baby will not lose anybody from its family. We will raise this baby the best as we can. If we are stuck, we can always ask for help. This baby has what we didn’t have while we were growing up. Two supportive parents, an aunt, an uncle, and a loving great-grandmama. The baby won’t grow up like other kids, but maybe better.” Ryou told Marik softly.
Marik was just speechless, but of course Ryou would respond like that. He gave a small smile and a single tear rolled out of his eye. “Ok. You’re right, little one.” He leaned in and kissed Ryou’s forehead. “This is why I love you. You have this light inside you that can go on forever. It does have its times it flickers, but all it needs is time to breathe in the oxygen and it is bright as ever.”
Ryou smiled softly at Marik’s words. “But I can’t stay bright without my foundation, my rock. Without you, I wouldn’t be here talking to you or even having this baby with you. I need you as much as you need me.”
After this day, Marik has become more fatigued. Ryou continues taking care of him and ignore his protests to help out.
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Graduated high school. Kissed someone. Collected something really stupid. Smoked a cigarette. Got so drunk you passed out. Rode every ride at an amusement park. Gone to a rock concert. Helped someone. Gone fishing Gone long periods of time without sleep. Lied to someone.Snorted cocaine. Failed a class. Smoked weed. Dealt drugs. Been in a car accident. Been in a tornado. Been to a funeral. Burned yourself.Ran a marathon. S Flown on a plane. Cheated on someone. Been cheated on. Written a 10 page letter. Gone skiing. Been sailing. Lost someone you loved. Shoplifted something. Been to jail. Dangerously close to being in jail. Skipped school. Had detention. Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.Stolen books from the library. Gone to a different country. Dropped out of school. Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.Had an online diary. Had a yard sale. Had a lemonade stand. Actually made money at the lemonade stand. Been in a school play. Been fired from a job. Swam with dolphins. Taken a lie detector test. Voted for someone on a reality tv show. Written poetry. Read more than 20 books a year. Gone to Europe. Loved someone you shoulnd’t have. Used a coloring book over age 12.Had surgery. Taken a taxi. Seen the Washington Monument. Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once. O verdosed. Been in a fist fight. Gone surfing in California. Had a hamster/ guinea pig. Used a credit card. Did “spirit day” at school. Dyed your hair. Got a tatoo. Got straight A’s. Been on the honor roll. Know someone with HIV or AIDS. Made-out with someone. Played on a sports team. Snuck out of the house. Swore at a teacher. Gone laser tagging. Had a romantic relationship. Been on the TV. French braided. Skinny-dipped. Driven a car. Performed in front of an audience. Gone bungee-jumping. Been to Mexico. Crashed a car. Sky dived. Been kissed in the rain. Made an 11:11 wish. Drank alcohol. Forwarded a chain letter. Made a mistake.
in America, black people are being gunned down simply for being alive, gay people can’t get married/can’t get jobs, politicians say women are asking for rape, trans people are being murdered every day, Middle Easterns are suspected to be terrorists, white men are defended for shooting up schools, teenage boys are building bombs to murder family and schoolmates and yet people still have the audacity to say this is the land of the free
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3. tattoos i have
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5. piercings i have
6. favorite band
7. biggest turn off(s)
8. top 5 (insert subject)
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- I’m turning 20 in less than 40 days.
- Thinking of a new OC!
- I miss my best friend.
- I try to make new friends but people usually leave me…save for a few who are just simply amazing!
- I like driving so I drive :3
- This morning I decided to go to the sports’ club and walk around the running/walking track.. finished 6 laps and I’m so happy and proud.
- I’m thinking of going back to the gym to continue toning my body muscles.
- I’m hoping all this gym and track running/walking every morning will help me focus and get motivated to study…I really need to study.
- In all honesty I don’t know if I should continue RPing as Y.Marik because I’m either losing him or thinking he’s being OOC and stuff..
- I love people and think about them but they end up forgetting me T^T
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